Yes, as small fragile candle light we die out. Just so and always. Delusion, schizophrenia, apathy, sociophobia, delirium, sadness, depression, solitude. May, of course, say, that it is cowardly, silly to commit suicide. I don’t care what others will think about it when I’ll be dead. I even don’t care, what you or someone else thinks about it now. Just as your opinion, that’s all. Alternative facilities are for everyone and no need to prevent, tell, and teach. I know, I understand, but I have a choice and possibility. Death. As real solution. Not only end of physical, but also of mental pains. That is easer and simpler. May, of course, drink and forget yourself into drunkenness. Or get dizzy and dream – LSD, slim illusion of amphetamine. Wake up, the same, only hangover, need more for dream to continue, for illusion. To suffer more, collecting money for bottle or dose, till breathless fall near stinky waste bins. Not at all. Light sneer. Becomes really easy. Don’t want. Can’t. So, go on! Not worth. Hear, life, I damn you! I damn you! I hate you very, very much! There is no God! Life is a whore! I am old cursed hooker! And only thought, which seams real for me, is to end my miserable, stinking life! Stop to torture myself and, fuck, can’t otherwise. There is no possible a different way and no need.
Subtext:
We will fly, as we like
We will fly where we like
As birds, as dreams, as days which pass
Above the birds
Below the stars
And more easily than pile
And farther from other
We will fly as then
We will fly, as we like
As dreams, as thirst, as pains, as doubts…
We will fly
We will fly as we can, as we like
Birds fly, it’s so easy
Birds fly, it’s so simple
We as birds, it’s so easy
We as birds, it’s so simple
Apziņas Parazīti / Parasites of ConsciousnessLatvia
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