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sajaukt​ā​s dimensijas / disarranged dimensions

by Apziņas Parazīti / Parasites of Consciousness

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[English translation] You died, I stayed in the rain You died, rain stayed for me With trembling hands, shivering pace Walking to the gallows for nothing Is it fair? Is it honest? I don’t care Morgue is opened, but no places there Nobody puts flowers on mass graves, cause don’t know for who Only those, only those who pays, but I don’t have money Slowly, accidentally all is said I’ve finished There’s nothing left, what now Let’s stay like it is I’m in paradise Disarranged dimensions Lost in the fog Disappeared in the rain
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[English translation] There are many of us, you don’t know any Don’t know yourself Do you know yourself? There is a time when we have to leave, to come, to be Good luck, smile! That is so simple There you are, there you’re not But maybe no need That way is easer, simpler, better, more comfortable But I don’t believe you Will tie dreams together, put in the balloon and let in the sky In the morning crows will caw about it And early walkers will wonder You won’t be tomorrow, today either I won’t be pity. Nobody will be pity There will always be someone who weeps Blind scars will heal up, in sleepless nights someone will remember Someone who will miss truly Everyone wants something beautiful, something really nice Yes, of course Wake up in the morning – shit, in afternoon – shit In evening shit too, and so almost every day Sure, then want to go to the sea Or on the museum, to the forest, anyway To see something beautiful That place, from where you’ve come, doesn’t exist That place, which you wanted to reach, never was In that place, where you’re now, isn’t anything good Except that, that you can run away from it Where is the place for you –it doesn’t exist Please, take a knife And you know, cut it in my back I don’t forget, who I am, please Head is aching, seems, someone beats there something
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[English translation] We were flying in the wind Running in the snow We were burning ice candles Sinking one in another In the 3rd floor lights lighted up No one lives in 3rd floor anymore Train will not drive further No one knows why This train has stopped But rails are ahead Damned ones lives there Cowards fall first Fire and smoke comes after us Fire and smoke will stay after us We’re leaving in the night, without asking anyone We’re leaving in the night alone but all together Without footprints, but with sound of steps Searching, finding and loosing quietly, quietly Still touching, finding or loosing In the dark, ignorance or dazzling light Finding exactly something to believe and adore Finding future, finding mundane Candles die out, Smoke goes in the dark night, no one left We’re leaving in the night without asking Without saying anything
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[English translation] Angels falls, angels weep Paradise burns and plastic melts Soul dies, your soul dies All the same, all the same Angels falls, angels weep Soul dies, your soul dies All the same, all the same Heaven won’t let us in Heaven will turn us out Will turn us out, will let us out Will take us away, won’t let us in All the same – in black hell All the same – in damp hole Soul dies, your soul dies Angels falls, angels weep All the same, all the same
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[English translation] Strength, give me other face / in the wrinkles of crippled face / not to fear in front of death / Freezing breath of afterworld air / green bars in front of window / one more year spent in hard way/ Spirit and land get lost / ray of torch disappears in the dark night / Touching along charmed way, not walked by people of sense / Lost stranger, lost solitary/ Murdered traveller, slight shine of hangman’s smile / Shadows surround my mind not letting to sell the soul / Swam in everyone’s pain, cry / go away / my mind is locked / Jerked dark like a rope / threw out from wet air of slaughterhouse / With wicked death in lunge / shoot arrow in far, holed sky Listening to you / Eat liver of goat, what you’ re now, were or will be / Your life is a silk, poured with wine / Your bloody hands / calling death / calling killed well / You leave quietly / not in eternity, unfortunately / But here on the next room / where fall right in the chair / And lament till bitter day of return / Wandering in thoughts, dieing in hunger / Not looking for lost key / to open the gates / Where hangman is guard, but all devils are playing organ / Dusts nibbling in your throat / Life is not your destiny / That is pale face of death, who is telling now jokes for you / Want to die and vanish quietly / Lock your heart in safe / forge your mouth in iron sea / Will be alone forever / and going in this circle road / Somewhere quiet bells are ringing / smell like daisies / And death is walking in meadow / and picking flowers in sunlight / Scream of this cursed scene / echoes in all parts of ears, eyes / And pulls out from every thought of peace /
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[English translation] Parasite of consciousness slumbers in brains Gnaws slowly thoughts of victim. Man confuses already being a child, Thinks, that girl is the sick boy. But I know – will not be more like this, Cause tomorrow I’ll be awake again. But I feel – will not be more like this, Cause dream will end in the early morning Crows of consciousness throws in branches, Clouds weep, who will feed them now. In tears even stately pines brakes And rails never to join
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[English translation] We don’t know anymore which side to go, which is the right way Who cannot rise, needs help to fall Who cannot rise, let stay Naked trees in the twilight and shadows, who hide behind them White, innocent snow And silence, depressing hopeless and exciting Cannot know and predict, in which moment something unexpected, suddenly will happen Strained nerves, comprehension and … Fears creeping imperceptibly, wandering Ties with indissoluble strong ropes Dancing in circle, whispering incomprehensible words Foresee in mind almost touchable eruption of fear and madness Challenged, raised by ordinary peace and silence Unconsciousness draws ghosts, consciousness dresses them into colours, decorate them Images, pictures, events, views, faces, words, phrases blast in the memory… That can’t hold at, put in some dark corner Visions covers with reality, cannot understand what is real, what is imagination or vision, Appearance Your scream echo in time and space again and again Like locked up in cardboard box, driven in the corner, while after while your own scream resound again, again and again Messed up in one implacable and becomes yours, into you, with you and around you What to do, you know, dictates someone who doesn’t exists, and all All begins from start Point to stop as to the traffic lights on the crossing In our everyday hurry we haste ourselves From labyrinth out, in another in …
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[English translation] Why does people die? Why does people feel anything? Lot of why, couple of your staring eyes Answers are scratched on the edge of the cloud, right there, where you don’t have strength to go Two and half eternities glitters, white bulbs were lighting To fold up brains and to iron smooth, smooth Kings leaves this land properly, Replacing their absence with lightly sour wine Black, black are your ashes Light, light are our sweat Fragile, fragile are our tears Quiet, quiet close your eyes and sleep Asphalted road with white line in middle ends in the dark Objective point of view in hopelessness Fog covers her pale face over everything Time sense grows numb and wind, which was hidden and driven sands Quick, quick you met your life Slow, slow we accompany you, In white, white beautiful dress, Light, light, slide in remote of eternity Hand in hand we all together accompany you in last gait, in eternity
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credits

released November 1, 2003

Recorded: 2002./2003. at LNT “mūsmājas”, room 38.
Gints Rētihs – music / voice / bass / piano
Garix – voice / guitar
.suic – a.n.nihil cq46a – web / distribution / promo (in the past, not now)

+ Gatis Ivans guitar (sajauktās dimensijas / disarranged dimensions), Zīle – voice (Armands ir miris / Armand is dead); + Māriņš Vaters – guitar / voice (viņi.mēs / they.we), (aukstums.klusums.tukšums / cold.silence.emptiness); + Andrejs Polozkovs, Liene Kukare, Līga Lapuķe, Laura Livandovska, Guntis Kolbergs, Zane Kronberga – voices, screams (saule vēl spīdēs / sun will shine); + aukstums.klusums.tukšums / cold.silence.emptiness – music M. Vaters + G. Rētihs + “the eNd”(music from A.P. theatrical “Divas savādas Pasaules…”/ “Two Strange Worlds…”)

Lyrics: Tārps, Rētihs, A. Čaks
Translation: Edyte

disarranged dimensions…burn.fly away…clown sings preludes and cries, cause night and in only shoe hole…in the fog…doors to disarranged reality…

web: www.myspace.com/ggapzinasparaziti
e-mail: apzinasparaziti@inbox.lv

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Apziņas Parazīti / Parasites of Consciousness Latvia

"Experimental research of mind through music and theater". Imagine - some kind of secret modern therapy, antisocial, maniacal depression obsessed persons, mental hospital patients music band, trying to express they thoughts, visions, dreams, pain, loneliness, emptiness, sadness, scars through music and theater.

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